(Our name written with white tone, tinted with red all over.. something by us, using one of the applications in my phone) It isn't a smooth journey. Full of rocky mountains here and there. Each time we hike further, sharp edges never fail to penetrate through our skins.
Those blood, those tears, those anger, those disappointments always get in the way. That sometimes i feel weak wholly each time i think about it. But we both believe it is not the end.
Both have our own sets of problem, that leads to this great confusion. It's like a battle with us being the only soldiers versus those others, who are more superior, more powerful. Basically, more higher-ranking. True enough, we are left with no other choices but to just go with the flow, hoping for a blessing from god in years to come. Insya'Allah.
0909 picnic afterwards. A celebration for the November babies. Sad much the baby boy couldn't tag along due to his family occasion in Malaysia. Physically may not be there but definitely always here together at heart.
Anyway, it was really sweet of Hairi to accompany me to the picnic later on. 4pm at Marina Barrage with the rest of the classmates. I believe everything will turn out great, especially towards the ending part. Confidence should be instilled, yea? heh. Pictures after pictures, i can't wait!
"Awakk.... I'm gg thru e departure hall already. U jage2 diri tau. Go mandi...... Hehe. Im gona miss u. Jgn lupe solat sume. K awak. Dadas. :( me sadd,"
Tears of sadness rolled down my cheeks upon receiving his message of departure to Malaysia. 3 days 2 nights without him around is definitely a sorrow! Shall be a good girl, waiting patiently for Tuesday to arrive........
By the way, I'm missing the long beautiful walks, when those days seemed so free with just any plans to venture. Those moments walking from City Hall to Bedok, from Pasir Ris to Bedok, from Hougang to Bedok and especially from Harbourfront all the way up hiking to Henderson wave. With those awesome sceneries, really fascinating much! You should see the swans somewhere along the treks. Gosh! Truly captivating.
5+1 outing tomorrow. And the transilink operator is really nice and friendly! I'm loving it! (:
EYN AEYNN
Several blogs before this but with no firmness of purpose in life, they verily mean nothing.
For that, it started out the birth of this crowningtale, with an aim to start life all afresh with more attributes in life.
I'm Nur'Ain Bte Ismail, by the way. 27th January every year. Currently taking up diploma in ECC over at Nanyang Polytechnic of Singapore. '91.
I've come to believe that all my past failure and frustrations were actually laying the foundation for the understandings that have created the new level of living I now enjoy