I read through those posts in my onsugar. I cried reminiscing those sweet moments between us. The days when there were only You and Me. The days without any confusion. The days with us being in our own world, together hand in hand. Everything seemed so beautiful. Everything seemed so right. Though there were some downs, but together we fought it well and at the end of the day, it was still us together standing tall. I miss those days.
If i were to be given a choice... i would definitely return to those days with us happily together without any invaders. However....... everything is out of my will. And so are you.
If ever we were to really have to bid goodbye, do know that you're the best thing ever happened to me. I love you. And will always do. And if ever you were to love another, tell her how fortunate she is to have your love inside of her. I'm sorry i can't do much.
Those emails we exchanged a year ago, are still there kept safely in the inbox of my heart.....
Welcome back to Singapore, dear classmate...........
p/s: my apologies, i have to, though it awfully breaks my heart, literally.
EYN AEYNN
Several blogs before this but with no firmness of purpose in life, they verily mean nothing.
For that, it started out the birth of this crowningtale, with an aim to start life all afresh with more attributes in life.
I'm Nur'Ain Bte Ismail, by the way. 27th January every year. Currently taking up diploma in ECC over at Nanyang Polytechnic of Singapore. '91.
I've come to believe that all my past failure and frustrations were actually laying the foundation for the understandings that have created the new level of living I now enjoy