Wednesday, September 29, 2010, 4:22 PM
Everything doesn't seem right. Hazy as it is, i can't see the truth. Like a wood, it is very opaque. I can't seem to see any light passing through it. I'm confused.You finally said out your unfeigned feelings. Despite the harshness, i could still feel your sincerity. Though not having you is suffering but loving you is hard. All the things that I'm asking, they just don't seem to work and it's affecting me real bad. I don't wish any missing presence of you once again but I'm sure it'll just be another hope. Somehow, i feel that i begin to say the words that i don't even understand the meaning. I tried to quit but i can't make it go away.
So, should i still walk the walk that leads to you? Because the things i want so much in the past left me now uncertain. Hence, i do not know how to face you the next time we meet. I don't even know the contents to talk about when i hear some ringings from you later on. Pardon me if i leave it hanging. Because I'm just so confused now.
I need fresh air.
p/s: The song that is currently playing, i shall dedicate it to you..
