Tuesday, September 21, 2010, 1:45 PM
Baby, i'm sorry for everything. My love for you was no doubt strong and firm that even typhoon couldnt bring it down. You were everything, everything to me. I would find myself lost without you. I could even chuck everything aside, only just for you. As long as i could be with you, that matters the most. Everyday in my prayers, i would ask God not to take you away from me. Because you were the blessing gift from him. Often i would cry what if one day i were to lose you forever.. how my life would be after which...
Now, everything is the end. We have to take our leave. It was a struggle no doubt. It still is, i cant lie. But life have to move on, honey. I believe there is a reason to why this happens. I believe it is for the best. I believe a brighter light will shine on us. I may be blunt with my words. I may be harsh. I may have hurt and and anger you with my says. Forgive me. I lost you as my special one. And thus, i wouldnt let you slip away as a friend. As much as you hated that word, believe me i despise it even more. But reality is before us. Friendship is the only ties for us. And we have to accept that, love. Do know that whatever happens, i'm always here. My phone is always open for your number to say its greeting.
Dont let the friendship go to waste just because of our bittersweet past. Like chemistry experiments, it'll neutralize... and the cloudiness will soon disappear.
Lastly, as much as you miss me, i miss you even more, my dear!
Take care, Hasif.
