Friday, September 24, 2010, 4:36 AM
It has beeen long since i actually spent my quality time on the MSN. haha. Initially, i was on facebook, having wall chattings with those lovelies. The super buddy after which pestered me to log in to MSN since there was an urgent matter to talk about. From there, it all began.
Rizzal was hilarious. I laughed so hard that i could hardly breathe. haha. Didn't know that he still remember his promises to bring me to Waterfront. hoho. And i'm anticipating the evening. Definitely it's gonna be crazy. But i'm sure there'll be awkwardness too. Lol. You know walking through the jungle and chancing upon monkeys are something i'll definitely SET GO. Heh. Gonna take pictures after pictures on that day. Yay.
I was siting at the balcony all alone with only the dim light on. So verily it means, the atmosphere was somehow fainted and on top of that, i was alone outside with the rest in the rooms, door closed. And there i was chating with Rizzal about the presence of ghosts and whatsnot. Hoho. Lying if i say i didnt feel any weirdness. There were moments where the surrounding felt so silent and the heart pounded so hard. But heck, i just laughed it all out and continued chatting with him. Eventually everything went back to normal. A few times actually the feeling seemed to play around with me. Lol. Macam takda keje gitu kan. Sheesh.
Later on, there came a presence of someone. Around 3 plus he onlined. The heart poundered a little, i cant lie. lol. Knowing that he was doing his work and thus had to fight the sleep, i decided to keep him company. hoho. Despite being occupied with work, he was still there tending me with attention. Betul nya multi-tasking. Heh.
"knape awk nye rainbow tk tdo2?"
"kerana rainbow kita ingin sentiasa mewarnai hidup kita"
"good la awk ada rainbow yg mewarnai hidup awk.. =)) harap2 die akan selalu mewarnai hidup awak k.. =))"
Results in 4 days time. I'm afraid that i might be fallen out of 0909. May it not happen, Insya'Allah. Somehow this year, i don't feel like joining the Aidilfitri outings. The mood just faded that i no longer feel the excitation. Had a talk with Faekah over at facebook. I miss her. Great that we'll be working together on this coming Sunday. Night shift, baby! woohoo! (: And ouh, that marks the last day of my MPPL days, i hope. Hees. I donwana extend no more. Ayah said no more working while ibu pestered me to carry on with it. Lol. It depends. One thing for sure about working, i wanna try new experiences (: Had a wonderful talk with Ayah yesterday. I finally said out my intentions, which is to continue one of my leftover studies at Indon after graduated. Prolly it'll take around 2 years? Something that i've been wanting ever since my departure from that school. I should have continued.
"Awak, kalo btol he nak putus everytin dgn awk then let him. U noe y, cuz he does not care abt u or even treasure ur friendship. Tink abt it, if he reli wanz u 2 b hapi, he wld fulfil ur wish 2 b fwenz. He onli tinks abt himself n nt u. Awk nidz 2 b strong n nt fall 4 his mind game. He wanz u 2 still luv him bt he will nt do anitin. In d end awk yg still merana"
