Tuesday, September 14, 2010, 1:33 PM
Hereby i would take this opportunity to apologize to anyone (who reads this post) if i have angered you in anyway. Mistakes are bound to happen. Especially Humans who will never be far from it. That includes me which definitely there were things which i negligently did that might caused anger and disheartens to people around. Once again my apologies to everything. May this month of Syawal brings reunions and happiness to us all, may God willing (:The first day of Syawal was a blast, with family members from different walks of life came visiting to our open house, with those adorable little cousins who never fails to make both sisters smile like we never did before (: Seeing those kids running here and there, shouting at the top of their voices really reminds me of those days when i was still a toddler. How time flies (:
Had a good brief of prediction the night of Syawal with little sister, stating that when 'my fiance' entered the house, he'll definitely sit at this one particular seat and will walk to the balcony after which and laze around at the lazy sofa. True enough, it did came true. Exactly happened like how i had predicted. Lol. They're Red this year.
Sometimes i wonder how the feeling would be like when you give out those green packets to those little kids. Definitely there will be this kind of joy in you upon seeing the lighted up faces from them. And now, i'm anticipating the day that i am stable enough to happily see those illuminated confronts they would give me. hee. A sense of satisfaction i believe when you make someone happy. Teehee (:
This reminds me of Cousin Izan who asked me to come over to her room, just to give me that green packet. I was shock, definitely. I told her to keep it back in her very small box. Uhmm.. That was years back then. I remembered we were still young, in our primary. She's in year 1 while im in year 2. Age seven and eight respectively. That was adorable i must say. hahas.
Showed ibu the webcam photos i took with Hasif.
Ibu: Kaaak, colour baju hasif macam colour baju ibu ngn ayah, kaaak.
Me: -___________-
HAHA. lol.
Didn't get to wear the the exact same pattern outfit with the parents. It was a last minute preparation. And i didn't follow to purchase. I was busily at home doing my revisions. And on top of that, asking me to shop is a wrong choice... because i'm not a shopaholic! huhu.
Kaseh:
kak, tadi kaseh dgn kawan kaseh ada gossip tentang kakak tau.
Me:
Tentang?
Kaseh:
____ tanya kenapa kakak tak ikut gi geylang.. lepas tu kaseh katalah kakak tu pemalas. ______ plak kata, bagusnya kakak awak tak cuci mata... kaseh ye kan je la...
Me:
Memang btol pe. mana akak ada cuci mata?
Kaseh:
akak memanglah tak suka cuci mata tapi......
Me:
tapi apa?
Kaseh:
tapikan kalau kakak dah nmpak orang tu lps tu kakak kata handsome.. that person must be a somebody lah kan..?
Me:
Yup, definitely.
Kaseh:
Tapi selalunya taste akak semuanya weird weird macam kakak jugak. Eeee! Kaseh hantar kakak gi hosp nak?
Me:
Buat apa?
Kaseh:
Gi btol kan mata kakak tu. kasi straight sikit.
-_______________________________-
Lol. I love her, despite her FOREVER nonsense (: The girl who is always be seen as a baby to be, though she looks mature. huahua. Well, i guess, the way she thinks too sometimes defeat my age. grrh.
Seoul Garden outing with them 0909 sweethearts were awesome. Eating our hearts out and laughing to our hearts content were really loved. It was as though the place was ours. Snapping photos here and there with different kind of poses with people around looking at us were simply cute, but heck those people, we continued being in our own world being ignorant to the surrounding, like how we always do in school. Teehee (:Results in a week time. On the 28th i suppose. I pray hard to still remain with the darling cliques. Insya'Allah.
After the food intake, i seriously felt as though a big lump of fats were distributed around me. The morning run didnt do me a good job, lol. So i straight away booked an impromptu appointment with cousin izan to Bedok swimming complex. Met her up at 6pm and got ourselves some real hard laps across the pool for 2.5 hours. Exhausted yet really it was uberly satisfying. Hitting there again next week.
Badminton with her later till sunset! (:
p/s: finally after days and nights, we finally could hear each others voice. I had to sacrifice this because it hurts me terribly to see you in dillema. I dont encourage you to choose between two. Dont decide. Dont choose because deep down, it's you who'll feel the pain. I rather be the one suffering because i know im strong enough to go through this. Believe me I am. It's you that i'm all worried about. Do know that whatever happens, im still here. Always here for you. Loved the way how you called me back just to say you miss me, after we have put down the phone for several minutes. At least i know.. you still care. That's all sufficient for me (:
Kata-kata telah pun dilafazkan semalam. Kini perjanjian tetap perjanjian (:
Those words i heard you said but i have to quickly put in down. Love is still in the air (:
I shall take my leave now (:
