Saturday, August 28, 2010, 12:39 PM
It is as though there's a grip in the head. Feels like a group of boys playing catching inside. As heavy as tonnes of rice packs it is. Seriously i had enough of the pain. All started from some sudden gastric pains, which leads me to having vomittings every now and then. Consuming food was a wrong choice, though it was just a little. Worst, when the tummy felt bloated despite everything has been thrown out. Initially, there was a slight happiness as i predicted a slimmer tummy, but unfortunately, it got bloated. Cheated my feeling! False hope, as always.
I thought there would be a ray of light. I thought this could be a challenge. I thought it is too weak if compared to our strength. I thought we could win the war. I thought we would bring glory to us. But I forgot that everything is just a thought.
That last sentences of yours will always be etched somewhere in my memory. Something i'll bring along with me as a motivation to move on. And a weapon to shield myself from being fickle.
I cried while reading this message from her. Fathin, that is very sweet of you. It really touches my heart deep down. And it helped me alot with the pain i'm going through now. Insya'Allah everything will come to the end. And I miss both of you and Elfyee. Due to time constrains, my apologies for not being able to reply. We'll meet one of this days and let's have a catch up, alright. I love you! (: I'll reply soon, love! (:Kini aku meminta maaf
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